My journey

My journey has been a story of loss...
It is my agony of yearning.

My broken heart wails in silence
and my longing torments my tears.

I desired you with all my soul, my heart
my senses and I pined for you an eternity.

I cared for you in me even when you began
to belong to another world.

I will try to forget you everyday.

My Soliloquy

I cried not because you loved me less
but because when I was all yours, you were never completely mine.

I cried not because I loved you so much all the time
but because you loved me only sometimes.

I cried not because I now die a little everyday
but because you never had me belong to you ever.