The Beyond

Sometimes I was too vulnerable and sometimes I was too helpless,
I never feared dying but it was life that killed me.
I always knew that life was all destiny
And I know now that my seasons will never change.
Who all should I blame,
Never could tell who was friend or a foe
What do I have to complain now,
I like the darkness around me so much that
My time waits to pass me on to the other side.

aaj sochaa to aansoo bhar aaye
muddate ho gayee muskuraye

har kadam par udhar mud ke dekhaa
unakee mahafil se hum uthh to aaye

rah gayee jindagee dard ban ke
dard dil mein chhupaaye chhupaaye

dil kee naajuk rage tootatee hain
yaad itanaa bhee koee naa aaye

I cry a river as is said whenever I listen to this song.
And I grieve for what I never had.